I feel like I don’t truly belong anywhere. I just need one person to care.

I’m 27, male, a mechanical grad turned farmer. Lately, I’ve been struggling with a sense of disconnection—I meet people, but I rarely feel like I fit in. I love my family and the few friends I have, but I don’t open up easily. Most nights, I lie awake feeling like an outsider, wondering if anyone really understands. Is there anyone out there willing to just talk in private?