The whole "we'll all be forgotten in three generations" thing is my sleep paralysis demon.

I have almost no hang ups in life but when that reality is presented to me I feel a hopelessness and dread like I've never felt.

I think about my grandfather and all the crazy shit I saw him do, and the almost stand up comic humor he had and I realize my kids never even met him, and I'm one of the last handful of people who even knew him, in a few years I might be the last one who did.

Knowing that's my ultimate conclusion is just depressing.

I know life's about living in the now and all that, I just wanted to get thoughts from other people.