I don’t know what to do with my life. Pls help

I am an indian( F20) and have a bf ( M 20) who moved to Australia 2 years ago. I tried to convince my parents to send me to Australia for post grad but they won’t agree to it at all. Even if i do my mba in india i still will have to take an education loan of approx 30 lacs inr. So why not take it to move to a place where i can be happy? India is not a good country for females but my parents won’t agree at all. Idk why? I am in the 3rd year of my graduation and life seems so unfair at this point. My parents don’t even want to talk to an agent about the scholarship and all.

My bf has a PR in Australia and we had thought that i would get married to him after completing my studies there. But my parents don’t agree to send me to australia.

Also, i have been in a relationship with him since 5 years and long distance is really hard and I don’t want it anymore. Pls help on what i should do. No one in my family supports me.