Do you ever feel like you want to be right person, but you just don't feel real?

So, I know this can be off topic a little bit. Mistakes are a common thing to society, some anywhere where individuals can't take advantage where you weren't meant to be stupid. Humans are social creatures, some are really, really intelligent. The problem is: some people just can't have patients when someone who doesn't go outside a lot, someone who isolated themselves further turns into a real criticism to the point we just can't talk with each other due to social anxiety.

As a person who's been through it, of course I still love people a lot. I still enjoy talking and smiling with strangers. Sometimes it feels like the world can always try to fix my stupidity, which I don't mind, it's the self-doubt and hate feedback for something you weren't meant to fustrate other people. Some other people can do the same mistakes, but they don't get the same hate as me. Overall, everyone always expects the sense of urgent. With no help and needed through life, I couldn't go out but forcing myself to be another person I'm not anyway. (If I made a mistake or something stupid about this post, let me know) :)