You are too strong for thst

How many time have you heard, "You are too strong for that?" Or how many times have you said that to yourself? I can say it is something that is wish I would never hear again. However, I am glad that it is a true statement. Over the past year, I have been through a lot. I know, so has everyone else. But. In my world "fuck'em" this is my time. With all that had happened, I feel like I am on the journey called life by myself with no support system. When I ask for help weither it is for a shoulder to cry and lean on or to hold $2. to hold me over. When someone says they can help; It comes with massive strings attached or a constant struggle of the If;thens. For instance, if I let you vent to me about anything, then you have to give me something that has no value to either of us. I would rather hear your grievances and then take a shot of tequila. That never happens.

So what do you do instead of ask for help, you bottle it up and do your damnest to solve the problem. When you make it to there other side, year you are strong but at what cost to yourself? You then start to feel like there is no real support system. Everyone is out for themselves and there is no help. So back to the original statement, you are now too strong to vent your frustrations, grievances, disappointments, anger, or even pleasant milestones to anyone. Cause, you can handle it all yourself. It really sucks ass.

So, off to the battlefield of life. Hopefully, you will find that someone that wouldn't mind a friendly vent session about who is stronger.