Life is pointless

It’s been a couple of months, and I’ve been getting a really sad feeling. Usually, my hobbies are movies, anime, and shows. I even recently started going to the gym. However, for some reason, I keep getting sad or bored. I’ll try to watch an anime episode and can’t get through it, no matter how hard I try. I’ve even started to stare at the wall, and sometimes I feel like I’m not a real person. I’m in shock or feel like I’m not supposed to be here. It’s gotten so bad that I genuinely started thinking of hurting myself.