What makes life feel so devoid of meaning?

i genuinely have no desire to do life.

when i wake up in the morning i’m instantly bored no matter what i do. nothing is fun anymore

i have a empty feeling like no one or nothing matters. i don’t even feel like i’m living, i am just existing.

when i go the gym the empty feeling is still there, when i’m talking with the boys the empty feeling is still there, when i’m reading my books the empty feeling is still there, when i’m playing game the empty feeling is still there.

nothing matters to me and i can’t help it.

what’s the point in me being here?

does life have meaning? is this even real?