5 hours ago
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Having trauma and triggers d makes me feel weak - I just hate that I’m this way. It’s fucking stupid.
Good thoughts scare me because I feel like it’s never going to happen - how is that low self esteem ? Why?
father died = good thing taken away
Do I just learn how to deal - I don’t wanna just get BY. I want to feel less fucking empty for once.
Maybe I’m so fucked up past fixing - broken stick in an endless loop - my family and bf seem to have so much patience with me and so much hope
I get way to wrapped up into my own thoughts
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