The Purpose.

This is my first post on reddit, I picked this subreddit because it was one of the few i could post in. I'm gonna start this off with a brief explanation as to why im making this post, I've questioned life and the reason I was here around 4. That brang me many questions that I would seem to have unanwsered, growing up in this world thats already functioning, and so much distractions, I would tend to get in tune with the lifestyle and not question it, and in a sense create a character. But I've always had the realization that right and wrong and this whole life is just a concept built by somebody else, and I wanted to live my own life, not someone elses, I could never figure out how to put it in words. I questioned religion, everything that was fed to me, I never could just take it and roll with it. I realized recently that I'm influenced, I don't have control over my thoughts, or my actions, and I don't mean that like someones pupateering me, I mean the distractions I'm fed with in this every day life get tiring, repeating, and unnecessary, to the point where I've reevaluated my life and pinpointed the problem to all my worries and problems in life. I would rather live where I have to survive myself, and learn life rather than live in a system that conditions you to accept the fact that you are mentally a slave to it. I always questioned how life was made, and why we're here, I finally came to the conclusion there is no anwser, there is no beginning, it just is, we are in the present, everything else is just a concept we're taught. In a sense we are deeply manipulated, but we don't have to be if we realize the construct we're in. To realize true freedom isn't through materialism, but to enjoy the moment, be present, and build and create, and to suffer and destroy, life is every aspect, simplicity brings complexity. With that being said, to learn how your everyday life and whats being advertised and promoted affects your emotions, there truly is no wrong or right and its only built off ones perspective and experiences, once I realized my thought controlled my emotions, and my emotions control my actions, I can finally live life in peace and create and open up to the infinite possibilities in life. Life is what I make it, and to each its own.