Thank you all for support. It’s just too late for me. I keep messing up life. How do I accept it’s over if I don’t want to?

Truly thank you everyone. Coming from someone who’s lived too long and just totally screwed up.

After tomorrow let’s just say I’ll be off Reddit for a long while.

I just want everyone to know I tried but it wasn’t enough. I failed in all aspects of life

Health: I’m 5’6 300 lbs and despite being on weight loss meds and exercise it’s not coming off

Relationship: virgin at 26 and obviously can’t get any dates due to women just seeing me as a 5’6 overweight guy

Career: wasted time by going to pharmacy school and having loans. Now stuck in a toxic job where I get called an idiot and low paying. Looking for other jobs but it’s difficult and everyone tells me to quit trying.

Anyways I messed up. So goes my dreams of having a career where I enjoy going to work and being a leader. My dream of going on dates and eventually finding the one. My dreams of being fit and comfortable in body. My dreams of traveling the world.

Tell my parents I wasn’t a bad guy.