Taking some big steps

Hello everybody, I am 20M and I am currently taking the steps to become a United States Marine. I just got done with MEPS a couple weeks ago and I feel like 1 million bucks. I just got done tonight with a family event. I went there to experience it and I got the first taste of being yelled at by a drill instructor I have never viewed for my life more in my entire life, and I loved every moment of it something about that feeling of fear and discipline being burned into you, man it is something to enjoy by all means I have really no connections like outside of this. I am alone. I don’t have a father or mother nor siblings. I’m doing this all by myself and I’m probably the happiest man in the world right now. I know it’s gonna be hard. It’s gonna be difficult and it’s gonna be brutal, but I’m doing this for me no one else so yeah that’s kind of my life going on right now. I am not with anybody currently haven’t been with anybody in over four years now and I have to say that I’m happy that I’m finally getting back on my feet more or less just being able to do something that I finally happy with.