Love?

I met a girl at a camp thing that happens once every year it was her first time there and my second time. We ended up talking by chance during one of the many times forgot I existed or ignored me. She was scared of some birds on the beach and asked me to rescue her stuff from them and we talked all day after that. We had almost everything in common we were constantly laughing and smiling she made my boring life feel happy and fun. On the last day I was going to give her my number but someone I hate got in my way and missed what could have been my last chance to see her. Is it wrong that Im holding on to the chance I might see her next year. I don't know I sound really stupid but I've never cared about something more than this in my life I really just need advice so I can go back to being bored every day and move on back to my boring life and stop hoping on a once in a million chance.