Life really just piss me off sometimes

At this point in life when something inevitably goes wrong it literally just pisses me off. Like I'm not sad or mad or neutral, I'm just like wtf. This life really just wants me to be miserable. And like I can't even care that much because that's just how the world works. So now I'm just pissed tf off at everything and I'm just waiting for the next detrimental thing to happen to me. Yeah pissed off because I'm alive. I just can't. Like if I don't absolutely have to deal with something or someone I'm not going to, I actually don't have the energy. Sorry I smooshed your bread because I put it in the bag wrong, and then acting like I didn't care, dude it's probably becauee i dont care that i smooshed your bread if its that serious go get another loaf or ask me to get another loaf. I cannot unsmoosh your bread, i want to lay down on the floor and go to sleep.🤷‍♀️ Sorry I turned my test in with finishing it, you said time was up? I ain't gonna argue i don't really care. Like if something happens if happens. I could control it sometimes but that takes to much energy. If you tell me to mop the floors I will mop the floors if you ask me if I want to mop the floors I will say no, if you tell me you will find someone else to do it, I will tell you no that I will do it, because I also just don't care weither i do it or not so obviously im just gonna do it, because it will never be that serious. This is probably incoherent and I'm not gonna read it back so good luck. Lemme know if anyone is experiencing this. Help wanted