Life questions, what to do with myself after all this experience? Asylum? Or pretend nothing is bothering me?

Born Canadian, M ,27, straight asexual, mixed ethnicity,

Im currently and always will be a M cant be tricked by bill c6 actors or bill c3 actors

Im 27 and have been working since i was 9/10 years old

I haven't been able to save since keeping up is how you get friends in a material world which I've learned, I have 17 years of work experience but I would like to use it to eacape canada and form a new life and create a family without being harassed for my health complications and because im different(discrimination) (adhd/achalasia/ptsd)

I was told i can claim asylum in any country considering my case.

Dating is non existent with all these fake male to female cross dresser latex wearing sissy rental clowns.

And i make like way about average salary only to not find satisfactory quality of life and not to be understood by the un-sympathetic and un-empathetic low iq public crisis actors.

And to top it off the illegally perform neruological surgery and other pseudo therapies without my consent.

(Bonus: cb/ham/gmsr/yagi/rabbit ear/omnidirectional cone antennas and radio waves. Not the best place to be targeted and discriminated. I forgot i was their guinea pig? I guess since i cant seem to escape these people and their subliminal and psychological harassment. Lithotripsy machine vs tatto laser remover machine is another wierd thoguht in my head but whatever. Or an xray?)

P.s. I also have a clean criminal record and pay taxes so idk what it could or would be.

Can anyone help explain anything?