Feel like since I'm a 32 y.o. male who has been single for awhile that I'm not good enough

Backstory: I was on drugs for 10+ years, but I've been clean from everything over 2 years now.

In that time I've been focusing on myself. It's been 5 years since I've been in a relationship (I was in a handful while using).

My friends give me a hard time because they think I don't want a woman, and don't want love, and that couldn't be further from the truth.

They even make gay comments from time to time.

They're all settled down, so I just wonder when I'll find the right woman. I feel like I'm running out of time.