Im 19 and I’ve never been in a relationship or even on a date

I’m 19F and I’ve never been in a relationship. It’s extremely lonley ngl especially when all your friends are in relationships but you. It makes feel so left out because they’re always talking about thier boyfriends or sex life and I can’t contribute in anyway.I feel undesirable and unlovable. I never had guys approach me,never had guys ask me out on a date and no one ever had a crush on me. I get so jealous of my Friends because it seems so effortless for them while for me it’s not. I’m shy and awkward, id need a guy to express romantic interest in me first but that’s not happening since i don’t think I’m pretty enough for them to talk to me. To be clear I had made some advancements on two guys before but got rejected lol I requested to follow him on insta and he declined the request lmaooo I’ve never been the same since .Everyone says that you’ll meet the love of your life in college but this is my third year now in college and so far it hasn’t been so great as ppl make it out to be. I’m genuinely so scared because if I can’t find anyone in college then I won’t in the workplace either. This terrifies me because I don’t want to be 30 and still alone. whenever I see ppl post about them being 30 and never having a relationship and that’s okay I lose all hope this isn’t comforting at all and just makes me really anxious. It hurts, I’m so tired of people telling me the right one will come. Im so tired of girls in relationships telling me I’m lucky I’m single because relationships are too much stress, I’m tired of family asking me if I have I have boyfriend it really gets to a point. I’ve even had some friends and cousins tell me they cant ever see me ever having a boyfriend like why is that ? Idk what makes someone think that’s okay to say. I’ve also been called picky before but is it really picky to want a guy that’s not racist, homophobic and sexist ? It’s not like I’m those girls that say I only want a 6’0 guy. I wish I was a more outgoing charismatic person but im just very introverted and find it hard to talk to people.