I've given up on life and I don't care anymore.

I don't feel pain even when I pinch myself or hit myself the pain is less worse than life and its been like this since 11. Learnt boxing and hit the bag until my hand bled and then I couldn't hit the bag no more.

Now, I can't handle pain any longer, I'm going to lay on my sofa and live in my parents house until I die. I'm done with life this is my end chapter and I'm ok with what I accomplished and made with 100k+ of savings as well.

It was a good run.