I’m never gonna have a girlfriend and I don’t know how to be okay with that

I don’t know what to do anymore. I have tried everything possible to make friends and date. I have lots of hobbies, work out at least three times a week when I’m not playing sports, have a good job, go to school part time, and volunteer. You’d think I’d have lots of friends by now and a gf but all I have is surface level connections who I am always reaching out first to and who are too busy to spend time with me outside of everything.

In terms of dating I’ve tried apps, taking to strangers in public, group activities, volunteering, and dming people. Nothing has worked. I have a friend who did maybe 5% of what I’ve done and he has had two girlfriends in the span of time that I cannot even get one. I am already 24 with zero experience.

Everyday is hell when I obsess over dating. I hate my life. I hate not being able to talk about my day with someone and celebrate achievements together. I hate how I can’t go anywhere without being ridiculed for being a loner. For example I want to try a bunch of nice restaurants but can’t do that since everytime I go they claim they can’t find a reservation for me or the staff just want me to leave ASAP.