I don't have a broken view on the world, im not crazy, and I'm not just depresed. I'm just confused. Before I continue I don't want to be rich. I'm just tired of everything feeling like it's slowly (as slow as possible) getting worse. All I care about is the ones I love being comfortable.

My family business is falling apart, we are losing every thing that felt like and advantage. We keep having to drop forms of entertainment. We can't afford to do anything anymore. I'd sell everything I own and go sleep under a bridge if it just meant my family would be OK. No matter how much I've prayed and hoped for something to change. I'm hit with inconveniences and struggles. I don't get it. I don't know how much longer I can withstand this. I say that but ik I'm just gonna continue pushing. But how long must I push? Why is it my family that constantly deals with this kind of stuff but I'm being reminded everyday how unattainable that life is. I don't want to be rich. I want just enough. All my certs and degrees mean nothing everyone just says no or doesn't reply. Please someone tell me something man. I just need something please.