Help! I wanna be great at art.

I feel like I have artistic abilities and creativity in me, but I am too tired or lazy to engage. I feel burned out and tired and lazy mostly and I don't do nothing. I used to do Art and drawing as a kid and then used to engage less and less and have almost given up now. It was a serious thing for me, one which I used to like most among everything I could do. There's are circumstances and stuff why I become demotivated about art. But now I'm 22 and I have not touched paints for many years. It kills me bc I wanna be good at it, I know if I had continued with it, I would be good, I still like art, but not really in love anymore ig, I almost feel natively about it now, I feel guilt resentment, etc also.