I wish I was an influencer

Or a famous tik toker turned YouTuber. I watch these two famous YouTubers who literally have millions of subscribers and two kids and I just think to myself, god it must be so nice being able to do whatever you want in your day to day life and get paid for it. Get paid to vlog yourself running errands, working out, fucking drinking a smoothie, then bam thousands of dollars right there from a ten minute vlog. I wish I had that lifestyle so so much. They all seem so happy. Yea yea I know not everything is how it looks but this family genuinely seems HAPPY.

My life feels like a living hell. I HATE my job and I’ve only been there for 6 months. It’s a physically exhausting job and I honestly don’t know why I took it in the first place. Money maybe ? I just turned 30 years old and my body feels like it’s already deteriorating. My knees are shot and my back is a fucking mess. I feel 60. Hell I bet most 60 years old are physically in better shape than I am. It’s the weekend where I finally feel like I can breath for a day then in a couple days I’m gonna wake up at 7 and it’s gonna be waking up into hell again. I’ve never had a job I’ve liked and I’m running in circles. I’ve been job hopping for years on end and I know I need out. Sometimes I just watch those vlogs and wish I could get reincarnated into a famous YouTuber and all I have to do is vlog my daily life and talk stupid shit on a podcast or sit on my ass and play video games all fucking day and be happy. Man that would be the life wouldn’t it. This is just a rant more than anything and hoping someone else feels the same.