Having boy troubles at 19??

This is so humiliating. I got on his phone to send myself a picture that we had taken together. I got a bit curious and I should've stayed curious. I asked my parents for advice but their advice wasn't really helpful because they've been together since high school.

I was supposed to meet his parents for the holidays but I canceled the plane ticket. We planned on celebrating New Year's by attending the ball drop in the Times Square. I even brought him to my house for Thanksgiving.

I moved all my stuff back to my apartment and I won't see him until January if I ever see him on campus. Idk how to break up with him either he's at his parent’s house and so am I.

Guys what do I do now??