Good or evil? Am i what i attract ?

I find it soo interesting how you can choose to see the good or bad in life , Like for example in almost anything (for an overthinker like myself) there is always little clues that put u off that could indicate to either a person lying to you or hiding things , now most people would choose to ignore for their happiness and to not lose what they have but for me ignoring makes it worse because i contemplate it more and most of the time im right , why cant i find people that actually are good and i am wrong, Am i a bad person aswell is that why thats all i see a lot of the time? But i genuinely do love hard and have a kind heart no matter how much i changed to survived that didnt change ( this is for friendships and relationships)