Does living without a partner bother you?

Today I was having a conversation in a group chat and there was someone who basically asked did not having a partner for so long bother me . Of course off the top of my head the answer is yes because we are creatures that are made to be social but then I thought about all the things I would have to commit to with a partner . I asked this thread what true love felt like because I don’t think I’ve ever felt it but also I don’t think I can give much to someone and be in relationship. I’m not really ready to give up certain aspects of life to someone and I have bad trust issues . But on the same coin i do get lonely like I said and having someone who knew the real me would be nice but sometimes i think it’s better to cope with being alone than to have to cope with the repercussions of being with someone .