Does anyone else feel empty? You don’t know your purpose?

You sometimes even feel empty around others that you’d rather be alone. You need something to continuously look forward to, and even when you get there it’s not as great S you thought.

You think to yourself well maybe if I get my own place, or a new city but a part of you is still empty. Nothing gets you very excited. I don’t know what to call it.. but maybe it is called emptiness.

Where you have to think to yourself am I living with this forever? Not even love brings me happiness. Especially when I’m sitting doing nothing I feel it the most. I feel I have to stay busy. I felt empty in my relationship as well… I projected that on him, knowing it’s me fighting my own demons.