Advice needed.

How to get through

Having hard time with essentially no support, even my girlfriend gave me a deadline after which she will end the relationship.

The whole story is that I’m trying to fix the rundown house which I live in and doing absolutely everything so that my girlfriend doesn’t lack anything, but it’s taking long time to fix and she hates it, which I understand but instead of supporting me or being kind of understanding, she pushes me down and insults me at times.

I know it’s out of frustration but at times it feels like pure hatred towards me, I always think twice before speaking so I don’t say anything offensive or hurtful.

Meanwhile there have been times where she mostly insults me for my situation.

I’ve haven’t chosen to be in this state but I’m doing my best to get out and be the best for her.

I’ve gone through many struggles and I want to finally have some peace.

I don’t have too much with the house like less than a month of work but it’s kind a hard not from the lack of support but from the harsh words from the person you value the most.

I know that I’m not perfect nowhere near it but it seems always my fault.

Is it possible that it’s my fault and I just see my side of the story.