"You're hungry and have pain? Get in shape listen to Ariana Grande and do yoga!!"

I made somewhere else a post out of pure desperation to ask for advice about to how to make me fall asleep because of severe pain.

I'm starving, I'm stuck in another country, I'm suffering from malnutrition, I was graped (I'm a total mess), I have no money, no access to medical care or social work, I'm in a crisis. I suffer from pain I can't handle anymore.

I didn't sleep in days and I have no stable environment but i got harrased by a girl who was implying that I'm fat and too lazy. Is bugged me out. She wrote me to "get in shape" and to "listen to Ariana grande" or to "do yoga" and other things that privileged people can do, "if I really want to feel better".

I told her first politely that her advice is for people in better life situations, but nothing bad else and she just leashed out with pure arrogance and absolutely no empathy staring to lecture me passive aggressively, while other people kept telling me to buy all kind of fancy stuff to feel better or to workout.

I leashed out back, told her I weight under 38 kg, that I'm not from America and she is a dick for assuming that I must be fat and confronted her with her ignorance and begged her to not to answer anymore. She deleted her comments as fast as she could. But here I'm still sitting and feel really hurt.

It's absurd and I cried for hours and wished a guy who advised me to hammer my head against a wall erlier, that whoever he is believing in, may bless him.

I can't anymore

Doctors refused to treat me for obvious xenophobic reasons, the female psychiatrist laughed at me infront of my translator and refused to speak to me in English or to provide treatment until "I don't learn fluent French". I wanted to start a complaint procedure against the hospital I was in after the police station. I'm getting ignored ever since and i don't know what to do anymore

And the only person I have, my mom ignores me because she's busy to protect my sister who did things... She hopes that she will take care one day of her when she's old, what is super naive and delusional to believe in, because she doesn't feel empathy for other life's and would put my mom on the street and tell her that she owes her nothing and it's not her problem that she cannot afford a retirement home because of "bad life choices" and blame her for being poor. My mum bursted her ass of for her to afford her to go to the university

Wtf I'm supposed to do now