4 weeks ago
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I feel as if though I spend most of my time in a situation I don’t like. Then I get into a situation I like and that becomes short lived (due to forced moving usually). And then I go back to being miserable.
I spent years in high school being sad and neglected. And when I finally found a group of friends and people I liked, it was time to graduate and move.
I spent the first two and a half years of university being sad and neglected (the first two years being mostly online due to COVID) and when I finally found my people and had the best days of my life, it turned out only to last for a year and a half before I had to graduate and move out again.
It’s pretty cruel. I just want to be somewhere where I have a close group of friends, am happy for a long period of time, and stay there for a while.
My birthday is in a few days and I’ve only celebrated my birthday happily once in the last 5 years. In a few days I’ll just celebrate another sad birthday again. sigh
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