I just don't know what to do with my life at 27. I don't even have a job right now and I'm not even attending college like I'm being in home feeling hopeless and stuck in a way. I don't know what I want to study in college. I don't work because I got fired from my previous job due to covid absence. Then ever since I just feel scared to even apply for jobs because if I do get an interview somewhere, I'll end up feeling anxiety and nervous. What the hell am I supposed to say during an interview if they ask about last job. I already feel as if my track record is bad. At this age I have barely any work experience, no skills, no education qualifications like what is this.
Top of that I have no social life. No have friends. Don't share and vent problem or worries to family members. Because I don't wanna look weak and them starting to worry about me. I lack the confidence and willpower to survive. Gosh haven't overcome fears of driving. My family wants to move another city yet I'm not helping them look for jobs and apartments. I feel this emotional mental paralysis analysis. Deep down all I think about is take actions but I'm not diving into it. I'm watching my life ruined and I'm only feeling helpless in this situation. What's the point of reading books and consuming content on YouTube and social media about motivation & self improvement. It's like my brain is just cooked.
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