What are we and what’s life

Crazy that philosophy is dead today all people care about is money and power and the ones that don’t are held back by the rich we’ve learned so much shit over the years with evolution and the fact god very much doesn’t exist if you think he does that’s cute it’s time to wake up and realize you don’t have much time and you gone die we should live longer to why only 80 years for eternal salvation look at how humans work we’re computers that’s fucking weird because computers aren’t natural even if it’s not the same thing it’s still fucking weird to me and I want god to exist I have a fear of death lol I used to be very religious growing up but I just can’t convince myself otherwise I ain’t tryna die a lie