Want to vent/rant , learning about Life

Hi I am in early twenties . So this is a rant and I deeply want to vent. Everything going against it seems. Got a job from college, then got locked from college not allowed to fill anymore companies amidst this recession time , then finally the only offer I had was turned down. I am a graduate and I am searching for the job sitting at my home , my girlfriend was cheating found out she got back to her ex. Now I am blocked and she is again with him. Feels like a joke from inside out cry at night. Sometimes home feel like don't want to say but prisoned want to flee but where I am not getting any job. I had a friend,a good friend indeed, wr used to call almost daily and talk a lot gave her gift cutting my pocket money and today she blocked me out of nowhere everything was good nothing wrong happened and now she said don't want to be associated anymore. At my home I was helping my grandma in sliding the heavy bed for cleaning got a sprain in my wrist while doing, said how it's paining to my uncle and he was like Be a man you are alive you should not be crying and I have just uttered one line of how my hand is spraining. I was not a guy who cried a lot but nowadays I cry and it feels like whole world is going against. I don't blame no one but it all is going heavy rn and I want to be better, I am handling this toughness want to be tough but this is a bit hard hitting for me.