want to grow up

man I’m a freshmen in college and look back and regret not enjoying all the times in the past, especially since my tik tok has been loaded with nostalgia, stuff when I was like young, and the holidays legit makes me sad I miss is. Next I saw a few tik tok clips of the show modern family and watched a few of this episodes I like the show, and this is gonna sound like corny but that show makes me realize how much I was a wife family children. And I’m enjoying college I’m having a college experience, but now I see that and shit like wanna start life, it’s all I think about

Is This normal