Get the help

I sit here alone and sad. Not because people around me don’t love me, it’s because I didn’t let them.
I can speak of stories that haunted my life through my 20’s as a marine, or how I came home and lied and pushed everyone away that cares for me. I can testify I know true love through the birth of my daughters. I feel like I’m failing. At one point I was a warfighter, now I’m not and I’m nothing I’m gone. I have to believe in me being humble I will appreciate life. I feel useless, but I will keep trucking… if you can relate be better than me and get help.