Very confused

I’m a 16 year old scared for the future I have a speech impediment I can’t even drive yet matta of fact I’m scared to I don’t think I can even gasp the possibility of driving you know and with my speech impediment how am I even going to get a job I wanted to be a librarian since I love books and reading.

But I also found out there a lot that come with that to and you need to have a master in something I forgot but anyways I’m bad at math like really bad I might have the math version of math dyslexia so the possibility of passing college when I’m barley passing my math class is insane.

Especially when you use math in everything and math will be harder in college it even more embarrassing when I’m just a freshly turn 16 year old freshman since my speech impediment was so bad in the first grade they held me back since they thought I was going to get builled (I did anyways so that was useless) but to sum it up I have no idea what I’m going to do and might even be cooked

I’m scared of not growing up and staying childish and growing up still acting like a child and being older with no job experience still living with my mom and still having no idea of what the real world is like and not being able to provide for myself