update

After reflexion, i am too harsh in my way of thinking. If you've seen my latest post, i whine about how hard it is to be a teenager globally.

But my issue doesn't have any solutions, and i guess i'm okay with it. I'm in good conditions after all, there isn't that much to blame. Life is boring but I'll just try to make the most of it and have fun, i don't want to spend my life searching for meaning everywhere and ending up being deprssed by that obsession.

It’s easy to get caught up in the idea that life should be some big, significant thing, but I think a lot of people take it too seriously. For me, it’s really not a big deal. As long as I’m Muslim, I know I’ll find happiness, no matter what happens. Even if I end up on the streets one day, I’ll still find peace in that, because my purpose is rooted in my faith. It gives me a sense of direction and fulfillment, even when things don’t go as planned.

And so, I’ll wait and keep trying to grow stronger and smarter, trusting that things will unfold as they should. Whether my studies improve or not, i don't care that much. I’m putting my trust in Allah, and I know that, ultimately, that’s all that matters.