Tonight was a bit scary

Lately, I’ve been trying to put myself out there more—who knows, maybe I’ll meet someone? I wanted a break from the apps, so I went out dancing, hoping for a fun night.

But then this guy approached me, and something about him felt off. He kept asking if I was alone and pushing to “chill” in his car. I won’t lie—there was a time when I might have ignored my gut feeling, but now? I just felt disgusted… and honestly, a little uneasy. He kept circling the area, glancing in my direction like he was checking if I was still alone. The whole encounter made me uncomfortable.

Moments like this make me wonder if I’ll always be alone in this life. I don’t want to be seen as just a body, something to be desired but never truly valued. I just want to be loved, to be seen as a whole human being.