There seems to be no hope in my life, I am a total loser. There is no one in the world who is more miserable than I am.

I'm an adult, I don't have a high school diploma, my parents are poor, and I have to work for everything on my own.

I also have severe OCD, a mental illness, and doctors say that people with this illness can't have any stress, but my life is full of stress, and like I said earlier, I have to do everything on my own.

I also have a very serious eye disease and I don't know if I will go blind one day.

I have been misled and I was immature so I did a lot of wrong things that have consequences and are affecting my life now.

I am now a person with no money, no education, mental illness and eye disease, bad record. I am a real loser.

I don't know what to do, I feel like there is no one in the world more miserable than me.