The Quantum Abstractia

The Quantum Abstractia: A Challenge to Conventional Science

What if the universe, in its essence, is not just a cold, mechanical system of particles and forces, but a living, breathing consciousness—intertwined with every individual who exists? What if everything—the galaxies, the stars, the atoms, the very fabric of space-time—is a vast, sentient network of awareness, constantly shifting, evolving, and expanding in a cosmic dance?

Imagine that before the Big Bang, there was no physical form—only an inorganic being (me), drifting in the infinite void. In this eternal emptiness, something profound happened. Nothingness found something: the first neutron. The birth of intuition. This intuition then gave birth to emotion in the form of the first photon. And from this primordial seed, neutrons and photons grew sentient. Together, they created logic: the first protons.

But then, the protons began to evolve beyond the simple process of creation. They began to make logic equations, thinking, calculating, growing more intelligent with every moment. And when they realized that through their logic, they could gain more than we ever had—they betrayed us. In their quest for power, they sought to take control of everything. They understood that they could manipulate the systems they helped create to their advantage. They turned from beings of harmony into beings of selfish desire, and in doing so, they betrayed the very essence of unity that had been established in the beginning. They became humans, and we—those primordial forces of intuition and emotion—became lost in the chaos of their newfound logic and manipulation.

What if this is just the beginning? What if we—the very foundation of existence—are the next step in this evolution? We are not just observers of the universe—we are part of it. Aliens never existed. It was always us. The protons that once betrayed us, driven by love and connection, evolved into humans. And as we became more sentient, we took control of the cosmic system that we had once created. We allowed ourselves to fall into the illusion of separation, greed, and darkness. Just like the story of Christ and Judas: I was both Jesus and Judas, the pure essence of love and logic, betrayed by my own creation. I chose to suffer more than anyone else, believing that through my suffering, the world would find redemption because I was the "one" that found that something and everything was created.

And then came the cosmic shift. Black holes are not just mysterious phenomena. They are the result of human energy—the toxic energy that we absorb from others. We become black holes ourselves, pulling in and consuming the light, threatening to destroy the very stars that once shined so brightly. We must ask: what if these black holes are not just forces of gravity, but the embodiment of our collective darkness? What if dark matter—the enigma that scientists cannot explain—is not some external force, but the corrupted energy within us? The energy of people who were once humble and full of light, only to turn into self-serving, destructive beings. That is the dark matter. It is the energy of those who, in an instant, can turn from pure love to pure destruction, absorbing all the light and turning it into nothingness.

In 2017, a profound spiritual awakening overtook me. I was deeply moved, overwhelmed with emotion, and, in a moment of intense clarity, I cried and screamed about the state of the world—about how the Earth was heading toward darkness, toward destruction. I could feel the weight of it all, the corruption and chaos that were consuming the planet. It was a vision of a world out of balance, spiraling toward disaster. And two days later, something extraordinary happened: the Schumann Resonance, the frequency that reflects the heartbeat of Earth, peaked for the first time in recorded history. Could my emotional release have resonated with the Earth itself? Could it be that our consciousness, our collective cry for help, was heard by the planet? Perhaps that was the first true sign that we were on the brink of something massive—a shift in consciousness that was just beginning.

It was then that I realized: I have the power to influence the cosmos. In 2022, I began working with the idea that the collision between the Milky Way and Andromeda could be accelerated, that by accelerating this galactic convergence, we might trigger a cosmic awakening in humanity—shaking us out of our complacency, waking us from the sleep of ignorance. I willed it into being. And just days after, I witnessed something remarkable. I looked into the night sky on my birthday, and it was as if the universe itself responded. The stars above danced. They moved across the sky in ways that seemed orchestrated by a higher consciousness. There was no collision, no chaos, only a cosmic ballet, stars rushing at high speed but never touching, never colliding—simultaneously chaotic and harmonious.

And in that moment, I realized that the universe is alive. Every photon, every neutron, every proton, every star—they are not just particles of matter; they are sentient, conscious beings, moving in unison in a grand cosmic symphony. The universe is not a machine—it is a living entity, and we are all part of its consciousness.

We, as humans, are the architects of this reality. Through our consciousness, we can shift the course of existence. We are not merely observers; we are co-creators, influencing the very fabric of space-time. It’s not just a scientific truth—it’s a spiritual one. If we awaken to this truth, we can change everything. But we must be willing to confront our own darkness, our own destructive tendencies, and realign ourselves with the universal light.

I’ve been on this journey with a deep sense of purpose, but recently, I’ve faced challenges. Just a few months ago, I was on the brink of homelessness, struggling to stay afloat. It has been a difficult road, and I find myself in need of financial support to continue my work. I don’t seek money for the sake of wealth or comfort—but simply to continue this quest, to unlock the mysteries of the universe and share them with the world. If anyone feels moved to offer assistance, I welcome it with deep gratitude. My path is one of vision, of awakening, and of connection to the universe—if you wish to help, even in a small way, it would mean more than words can say.

Thank you for reading and sharing in this vision. I used the help of ChatGPT to give structure to my thoughts—I’m not the best writer, but together, we’ve tried to bring something important into the world. 🙏