2 weeks ago
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I experienced a very spontaneous trigger last night. And I was all of a sudden sitting in the "normal" state of being, that I used to have to sit in years ago.. a place of fear, and guard. And being hyper aware, and ready to run at any moment... And I think it was just to give one last reminder. And let me feel it again, for a short time. Because it will be the last time it will ever be.
Just saying "hey, do you remember? This is where you were for 9 years.... Do you see how hard it is to live in this place... Good. Because I'm going to let it go... For good. It's just extra garbage that is being carried around that has no purpose anymore... So I'm taking it out. Because you have been able to move away from that."
It's insanity how some things work in your mind, when it's ready. Ready to no longer carry extra weight.
The only way from here is up... Once you drop the extra suitcases out the door... The places you'll go, are unimaginable.
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