Stuck in life

I'm a 25m,have already been teaching for 5 years,primary school,teaching English. I love teaching, I love imparting my wisdom to my students.But I think I couldn't stand the management here anymore.They force you to arrive at school at 7:10 Am and when can you leave? 5:20pm. Disgusting,right?And don't forget to add up the driving time almost 2 hrs. I don't like being stuck here,sitting on the chair right now,looking out of the window,gazing at the beautiful sunshine,wondering why I am here,what I am here for. This summer, I attended the TOEIC,775/990, I deem that's OK.My English is not so bad at all. I want to live a free life, I can do what I want to do,I can go where I want to go anytime. I have a lot of thoughts about that,recently I narrowed my destination to three countries:Ireland,Japan,Portugal You see, I still don't know my purpose in life right now,lost here,all around me is all darkness,scared afraid. Anyone could impart your wisdom to me,give me your opinions,appreciate it,thanks a lot,kind redditors