Starting to think I have a bad “aura”

I am a 20m and have always struggled with the concept of “friends” in general. All the friendships i’ve had in the past growing up were nostalgia clearly fake to me…..I would always be the one having to reach out and that type of stuff. Unfortunately stuff like this has made me to be a loner and lose trust in people and now I kinda live my life alone which doesn’t bother me as I feel I perform better as a human alone lol. but anyways i’ve never thought TOO deep into it but lately i’ve just thought….”Do I just have a bad aura” Anytime i’m in public doing normal adult interactions and stuff I feel like majority of the time I’m just randomly getting nasty looks and negative energy. This has always been a thing for me though. So Like I wonder now If I really just have a bad aura that surrounds me and people Just immediately get bad vibes from me even though I’m the complete opposite of bad and a pretty good friend/person once you get to know me. I guess last thing to add is I am neurodivergent but I have it under pretty good damn control when I’m in a public setting and at work.