Solitude

I think I was meant to spend my life alone, and I’m not too upset about it. I’m a 21 year old woman, I’ve had a few relationships, and one serious relationship. Ever since I was a child, I was told I would end up alone, not for any particular reason, but just because some people had a “feeling”. As I’ve grown up, and continue to grow, the idea of solitude becomes more and more tempting. I’ve learned to love the discomfort of loneliness. I have never really been good at relationships, I don’t think I have the right type of brain to receive and give love properly. But again, I’m not upset about that, it’s just a realization that I’ve come to. That I feel as though I am meant to spend my life by myself, without any romantic partner, and very few friends. I think solitude is all I need in my life :)

Anyways thanks for listening to this new grand realization!