So there is this girl 31/f (12-13/f back in hs) who asked me 32/m now (14/m back in hs) out in high school, tickled me always looked happy to see me. .....but I didn't like her. Years later, we didn't talk after high... but many years later i like her. I have strong feelings for her... what do I do?

so tThere a girl who went to my high school, and was on the same school bus, but I was a grade higher than her. it’s just that about that girl when I was 14 and she was 13… she asked me to a festival and kept trying to tickle me and looked happy to see me for nearly a year… but I didn’t like her I know You sent But we kinda stopped hanging around each other after that You sent When our own ways but idk I feel like I have feelings now for her You sent I tried adding her to fb and sending her a message: Hey just hope you remembered me, i'm the guy who was on the x bus with you back in High School. I hope you have been doing well. How has life been going for you? i feel horrible because i have such strong feelings for her... what i don't get is why after i rejected her.. she became distant from me, stopped being friendly with me and talking to me....

she even deleted a friend request i sent last year...

i sent another message to her Thursday: 'Hey jus thope you remembered me. its x who was on the bus with you back in high school. I hope you have been doing well. I just saw your profile on fb the other day and just thought abotu you. I feel bad that we didn't connect as much as I feel we should have when I think about it now. I know you asked me about going to a fair near our house back in hs and now regret not taking your offer. Really hoping we could reconnect as i felt we could have gottent o know each other more and we didn't. I feel it was my faault we didn't. if you're still in NYC, it would be great if we could hang out.'

i just feel so bad, idk i didnt like her abck then. she could at least add me, there are other people i never spoke to that added me. and we did speak. i saw ehr as af riend, she was so friendly and nice before i rejected her, and after taht, she was distant. i mean she could at least added me or respond . i mean when she asked me out i responded, i didnt just ignore her. and now shes ignoring me? i was only nice to her, i never made fun of her for asking me out and i could've