share my journey after learning about my kidney issues

I'm starting this blog to share my journey after learning about my kidney issues.

Here's some background:

A couple of months before my father passed away last month, he mentioned his kidneys weren't functioning well due to cancer, and he noticed foamy urine. At the time, I didn't understand why it was significant and almost reassured him by saying I experienced the same. In hindsight, it's a relief I didn't, as I didn't know foamy urine could be a serious sign at that time, and I may added unnecessary worry to a dying father.

On October 13th, 2024, I read an article about ureter constriction—a condition I've ignored for six years—and discovered it could lead to kidney failure. This led me to learn what foamy urine actually indicates, and I became extremely worried. For the past eight days, I've been in denial, hoping for a miracle while reflecting on my life and my responsibilities. The fear of hearing bad news from a doctor is overwhelming, and I dread the thought of dialysis and its uncertainties.

Last weekend, during a pre-planned trip abroad, I noticed my symptoms worsening with foamier urine and swollen fingers. This realization prompted me to start documenting my daily life and emotions as I face this health crisis. I hope to live a fulfilling life for as long as possible before needing emergency treatment in which I can no longer deny my symptoms.

I'll be sharing my daily (maybe an update every a few days) experiences and feelings here, as I navigate this challenging time.