random yet real thoughts

there many people losing their jobs today including those who work hard and follow the status quo. I think about people who are currently homeless and how it's about to increase.. I never had experienced that but it sounds kina scary hearing from people who talk about it. I know for me it would be less on emotional toil and more on resources I would need help on. I also dont have an irl friend since covid. I work part time weekends minimum wage and I dont think it's not enough to support me now I currently live with relatives. Reader, what does one do in this situation? I dont have a tent though I should prolly buy one while I can.. Those who have a car they can sleep in are lucky. I am in my early 20s and never had a chance to take an actual job (actually have a little bit of college debt) and get experience with paying rent and bills. What do people tell people who they urge them to go to college take crazy debt and they lose their job.. personally rather not be well off than be around people I dont like.. I already gave up. I would say it is because of rich people hoarding all the money and fighting off the middle class. Life is tough. I listened to the wrong people. People who act like they are nicer but theyre not. Tbh jobs arent worth it mostly. The pay doesnt match the work. Why not just walk up to people and chat? If you live in the suburbs no kids rlly goes outside even to the park and if they do theyre really young. I have no idea what to do.. I do online college to save on debt.. Idm being homeless.. because I rather not be around certain people. Trust noone people. There is a lot of fake people. I think the best thing to do is accept and let life take me how it allows me to. I think it is also because there is too many people, not enough resources or maybe there is but it's so pricey. People dont care. There is no more basic standard. I dont understand the reason behind it. Basic respect is gone. At the end of the day the people who bother me dont live the life of me. Most the people who seem better off just have taken car debt. idk how they pay it off.. Anyway, life is like that. Just go through it and hopefully we all make good friends along the way despite the bs. Dont follow anyone who doesnt use mostly persuasion but your desperation and controll. Yea life is tough but youre only one person. It is more tougher every generation.. more competition, population, more resources but more concentration ownership of that as well.. Just find a group of people who u can relate with.