Planning to move out of my home as soon as possible. Even if I have to live paycheck to paycheck.

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I'm currently 16 and few days ago I have made a decision to pay for my university education and move out of my house as soon as possible and I am okay with it. I want to go and study Japanese culture at the university and unfortunately there are only 5 public universities with that line of study in my country which means that for a single position there are 40 candidates and because I doubt that I will get in I decided to study at a private university (which of course costs money). The reason I want to fund that education myself is because of my shit of a father. Long story short he's a piece of shit who always has a problem with something or just simply doesn't care and I know for a fact that he fucked me up so bad Im gonna need therapy when I'm older and I do not want a person like him to dictate my life. I don't want to kneel before him and beg him to let me go to my dream university and even more I do not want my father to be able to control me because "he has the money". He hardly gives a single fuck about me and I know for a fact he doesn't love me. And I do not want an egotistic hypocritical piece of shit like him tell me what to do. Nobody in my life knows about this decision yet and I most likely won't tell anyone. But I know it is possible and I already have a plan. I have a bit of money from my communion and from my birthdays because I hardly even touched it. I have signed myself up for a surveys filling program from which I can make money. I'm planning on getting a summer job and a seasonal job at an animal farm during next school year for 2 months on weekends. And I know I basically have a job in my pocket at my local linguistics teaching studio once I finish my high school education because I already have a C1 certificate and am going for C2 at which point they hire you automatically if you apply for a job. I do not care if I have to live on basic nesesities I simply want to get as far away from a man who I hate with my whole heart. No matter what it takes. I suppose this is kinda a rant. But I just want to get that out of my heart. I suppose I sound kinda insane but when you have a same dream ever since you turned 10 and finally realise there might be a way it feels nice. But also a bit scary.

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