Life has been super complicated

Things have been really weird lately Idk but it’s confusing Nothing seems right I’ve issues everywhere Academically I’m not doing that great at times I feel super lonely I’ve friends but sometimes I feel disconnected and I don’t know with whom I should share my feelings. I’ve used multiple apps where I can talk to people but couldn’t find a single person I can share my stuff with !!! I just want a genuine friend somebody I could talk to on daily basis I’m sick and tired of talking to a different person daily!!!!! Why is it so hard to find a genuine connection in this world!!!!!!