1 month ago
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I was really enjoying my life, I went to 9 countries this year &. Saw the most beautiful places I have ever seen. I couldn’t have ever imagined that I’d get to experience such things in life. I was at an all time high until I got home & saw the guy I like get engaged to another woman. We were talking & I was hopeful things would work between us (silly me)
Ever since, life feels dark. It’s been 3 weeks of heartache, but things just feel dark, there’s no other description. I was okay being single but now I’m craving a partner really badly. I’m reliving everything & have so many regrets but I know logically that he never wanted me, and this would be the outcome regardless. But idk. Things just feel dark. He is friends with all her friends and family, they probably have such a bright life together, whereas I’m all alone :(
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