Life

I'm not some of Abnormal person going through a divorce lost my children who are 22 and 18 They don't wanna have anything to do with their mother nor there dad I am trying to figure out my life after 22 years of marriage to the same man and I have no idea what I'm doing in life all I feel lately is that my children and ex husband hate me and that I'll never find my own person to love the one person I'd even consider doesn't even want either they have a new person they like/love so it's not an option so I keep my deepest feelings for them hidden because I'm not their choice even though I'm a whole package too if they'd think about it car,Job,house ect but I'm not there person I get it I'm never anyone's person or anything that someone wants and now I'm feeling like life is going to be lonely 🙁 🥺 😞 😳 😔