Late night uploads

As I write this letter. I know one thing for sure it’s me for me vs this world and it has always been. It’s that way for everybody: but what do you do when your life has gone to shit and you’re what only 26… hmmm that’s a big situation to view. 2 kids aprox 35k in debt. Fixable for sure most definitely. The situation can always be worse: but you have to clean up the mess, you have to tear down and rebuild it completely. Everything not just a big piece. EVERYTHING MY GUY. This has to be completely new soil. What you are to build here is untouchable. You have taken to many L’s in life in multiple and I mean multiple categories. What the fuck is the problem. The problem is… clears throat You need to be alone. Alone is the best for you. As fucked up as it may sound. You gotta step back and build your legacy by yourself because only a certain percentage of people are compatible with you given your take of life. This is a great thing because in due time you attract a calling like no other. You in yourself are very powerful. You have the ability to influence the feeling of oneself. But right now in current times you must focus on obtaining, maintaining and growing into something bigger than one’s self and you can’t do that if your mind isn’t in the best position. You have to put it in the best position and you must by any means necessary do whatever it takes to get to that position. Everyone and everything to this date has fucked you completely over and if you don’t wake up. If you process this as you’re typing it then something is wrong. But nothing is wrong currently you have to take the steps necessary in the exact order of what they reveal themselves. Dominate any and everything that you do. That will provide you with the maximum potential for success. You have always been great at whatever you applied yourself too. Because you care about any and everything that you do as well. You just tend to care about some of the wrong things sometimes and that has lead to certain circumstances in your life: not that they could have been avoided by any means they could have. Another perspective sometimes we are shown things beforehand and don’t see the consequences till later on. Well shit then you gotta clean it all up. Where do you start? Who do you turn to? How long will it take? Don’t ask fucking questions just do it. Once you fix all this one thing is certain. You’ll never wanna do some shit like that again. To date since the crashing of things you have planned yourself a good path ahead so power to that. You’ve lined up jobs You’ve lined up school You’ve applied for scholarships And most of all you haven’t given up. Shit has hit all time lows and the lows stuck around long enough to bout damn near hit the off me switch but you rode it out. If you can do that even under the extreme pressure you were and have experienced in the past you can do whatever… No support in any direction Not that you wanna take any Anyways because nobody and nobody in this world can see anything from anyone’s perspective that’s our own privacy within one “PERMANENT” No time for BS No time for unusual No time for anything without of reasonable parameters Time for the GRIND Back to your drawing board and lining shit up for the long term because that’s the only thing that will help you to be able to see an accurate foreshadow. The person you have to be The person you will become The success you will have The greater life will feel The greater life you will have The things you’re to see Everything just in a much more appropriate situation for what you want and need. Day in and day out.